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Anyone ever have those deep blues? Not the Mean Reds where you just dont care what happens to anyone or anything around you, but the Blues. The kind where you just want to stay in the bed alone. All curled up, because if you dont youll get that feeling youve been kicked in the chest and cant breath. You can see that line of sunshine cutting in through the window, but everytime you reach for the glow a cloud crosses the sun and it disappears................ or maybe Im just being a puss.Life is full of terrifying, sad moments but every once in a while some honest happiness trickles in. Maybe Im just in a transition period lol

Home alone again, just killing time looking at porn online. Its almost scary the different fetishes you can find. Or maybe its scarier the fact that I end up with a tent when I look at a lot, lol. Still nothing can beat just plain old sweaty, hard, screaming fucking. Face buried in a wet bush with double handful of ass type sex. Uh Oh theres the tent again. Better half better hurry up and come home or I might get a sprain.

I used to think I had strong hands, good hands. Now I look at them and they look weak. But I lnow its just one of those days where the weather has me droopy. Cold, bleary days of clouds and rain..... Screw It, I'm gonna get hammered.